"And I know that he
knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
with some other guy
I can see him dying"
Was thinking of the past today and I realised that I did you wrong. Although you will never see this, I wanna tell you that I'm sorry. You did so much for me, you were always there but I didn't care and cheated on you. I think I wasn't ready for a relationship , I was still too young and I just played with your heart. I always conjured up excuses not to meet you, though you were my boyfriend. Now that I'm looking back at all my mistakes I feel so bad because I know you really loved me. Es tut mir wirklich Leid.
I just hope you've got a fulfilled life now with your girlfriend and child.