Once upon a time in a perfect nightmare

I know you're sorry, I know you regret. 

But there are things you can't erase, and things that can't be played down so easily. 

I will need time. So please be patient.

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"I dreamed a dream. But then it all went wrong." 

Melancholia

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You had so many opportunities to tell me the truth but you just kept adding one lie to another hoping I wouldn't see. How do you want me to live with that now? How do you want me to be okay?
I'm sorry to say but you're breaking me down.

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People say trust takes years to build, only seconds to break and forever to repair. 

But what if I can't wait forever? 

Nightfall

It seems like I'm falling into the same trap over and over again. Just like a naive lil child I believe or rather hope that this one time the trap would be broken .
But this trap called love seems to cut deep into the flesh of your innocent heart, letting you feel the true meaning of agony.
At the end , what reminds us of our suffering is just the great amount of scars on our souls ; ...painful for us , invisible to others.

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eveything comes to an end .....