Crashlanding somewhere between heaven and hell

How can everything be so contradictory. 

This feeling...

This pain...

These doubts...

 This pleasure... 

But (unfortunately) I'm not the type to let go...even if I crash or burn. 

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Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's all right because I love the way you lie