Behind an angel's beauty

Angels,

the most beautiful creatures,

the most admired and envied too.

But once unveiled, you can perceive their suffering, their despair.

Behind their smile and cheerful appearance their soul keeps bleeding.

This eternal pain is the damnation for their irresistible perfection.

That's why angels always walk alone, tryin to hold on to all those passing clouds which, passing by too fast, don't realise this magnificent presence.

So they slide through ever changing skies, pushed forward by the wind of inconstancy.

Left behind remains that one beautiful angel.

As I already feared, my star has stopped shining, leaving behind nothing but broken pieces of an unfulfilled heart.

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I honestly start thinking that I'm too nice and too kind for this world.

If you really don't want to suffer in this world of hypocrisy you have to forget about everything and hide behind a mask of indifference. Maybe it's time for me to start changing.

I have been nice for too long. But what if I can't let go this part of my personality?

Is there any world out there where I'll be able to live peacefully? A place just for me? I doubt it.

So maybe I should just flee from this present world, set my soul free and hope for a better life.

Fall has come and so will winter
during these melancholic seasons I awake,
chased by all those fears of loneliness.

If only I could tell ....
If only u would understand.

but once again i have to walk this dark path alone, trying to hold on to all those stars which slowly go out one by one.