Forbidden dream

I'm waiting for you every night to come and save me from this insanity.

I desire you more than anything else.

Your words are my leading path and your eyes are my guardian.

Please , take me to the darkest night, where even angels lose their shine.

There, let me feel your vicous desire. I'm craving to feel your touch , your lips.

Kiss my neck , take my breath ...and make me sleep eternally.

Betrayal

People say that our eyes are not able to see very small things... as well as very big ones.
To make it clear:
you are not able to distinguish an atom by only looking at it, neither can you behold the universe, because it's either too small or too big.

It's the same with our desires and wishes.
The things I asked of you were so much important to my eyes that you couldn't perceive them. That's why they appeared unimportant to you.

Nevertheless, you broke me down... being entirely conscient of what you were doing.
I will try to forgive .. but I will never forget.

Inner dialogue

Have you ever thought about your future? Your aims? the person you wanna share your life with ?

Everyone thinks about it.

So how do you picture ur future?

I got to realize that life isn't as easy as it seems. But I have plans. I know how I'd like my future to be.

And what about him? Did you consider his plans?

I don't know what he actually wants. We never really talked about it.

Right. How can you not talk about something that important? You should have thought about bringing that up, serioulsy! What if his plans are totally different from what you imagine? Would you give up your dreams for his desires?

Why are you talking about this now!? I still have enough time to decide! So stop confronting me with it , will you!?

.....well, this is exactly what you fear, right? Tell me, ..what if he asks you to give up your dreams.... .... will you give him up?

525600 minutes

wow havent been here for a long long time ..
anyway, holidays were great, went to see my dad in germany nd then my darlin in singapore. Already miss him so much, feels like I haven't seen him for years.. hm..
school is starting again tmr.. oh btw I passed my cambridge exam and got an A !! ^^ hope none of my classmates failed it .. tell me ur results, k ?


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Remember, you asked me why I love you. The answer: there is no reason.
You're just exactly what I need... and you're the only one I ever want in my life.
My angel.